School life is soooo hard to carry on. Its so hard to concentrate when it keeps on coming back to my head. I banged it on 7different occasions tdy. 3 during chinese. 3during chem and once during ch. I just recalled tt you have a bestfriend and it shattered me to see tt msg again. Its pain, real pain. I'm so scared to go school now tt I have no intention to go school. my heart is broken and no one is there to mend it forme. I wish i nvr chose smb sec. what you're doing is not helping me find back my happiness, its preventing me from ever becoming happy again. You need to realise tt.

I rely need you ..... why did you go missing? I'm desperately finding for you.=''(