Cheers to the year ahead! its 2010! so cool man! 2009 has been a hell of a year so many ups and downs. Wanna thank ya all tt has been there 4 me. real many unsung heros tt helped me get past my problems.... i hope i've also bring joy to everyone around me. Next year will be even a more crazzzyyyy year with the Olevels coming forward. Hope to keep in touch even after tt and HAVE A BLESSED NEW YEAR!!!

study grp tdy at wdlands with ghaf, tazi and ilham. onli wrote 2 lines for tt whole 1hr i was there cos we kept laughing and laughing till the librarian chased us out. lol, freaking funny sia... they're all so damn tall le. i still so short. =_='
dan tazi had to go hm so ilham and i pei ghafr to 77th st buy some nonscense thing. dan went to bbq.... saw my mama!!!!!! so long nvr see her le!!!!!!!omg! the voice smmore sound the same. dan went binli house play dota...he so nice to teach me how to use juggernaut. and so pro. lol dan playing halfway alot text come. 1 of the msg want me take her go out. so yalor.....ent there again.... so ps the boys all see me ask me why i there. super ps=_='' went yishun 4 dinner dan walk top cp to print out ppr. dan finally go hm.
smthing wrong with the picture upload cant upload my pix....

Currently at my cousin eugene's house now. he's so kind to let me use his laptop. noone online les.=((( tmr shall be going dota with them!! hehe! can use msn somemore!!!! damn genting, there so cold + got nothing much outdoor cos everything wet. nvm, staying with cousins are better. its super interesting.=) shall be posting soon.
missing a cupid badly...try to online 24/7 pls. i will try my best to online. and i got you something le!><

NCC with a jingle bell!

Went to new creation with cupid tdy. wake up early so wont late...and ya, i like tdy. reach kallang at abt 9.30. all the couples arnd us all quarrelling.=_=' dan the chartered bus come and bring us to s'pore indoor stadium. so nice the ushers....they all shake my hand.=) ok lah, some nvr look one...but still very funny. dan we enter the thing still so empty. the jokes oso damn funny tdy. wont 4get this trip 4eva. after service went to find toilet cos she so urgent. haha! the male side so free and the female got queue to enter.xD
dan went to watch movie at bugis but there no gd timing so went to orchard for a damn good lunch..........
pepperlunch! haha, so long nvr eat tt le. dan we went watch avatar.3hrs! had to share my vest cos both oso coldcold de. lol.... shall miss tdy trip...


going to genting tmr....idk wad to get there. and i will find the nearest com service to go chat with you.=) no worries abt the iphone thingy, at least you got frens to go out with rather dan being stucked at hm.xD misses!

missed the www tdy. sians...but tdy night was fun. went to blk 480 to give elvis his present and bday lomaikai! lol, no 1 would have tot of tt. dan went to blk898a to deliver hmwrk. i tot its walkable distance but it turned out so far!! so tired when i reached and it was 10+ le. dhineash will be going off soon but belbel will finally be back. haha...one leaves the other reutrns.

went somewhere damn interesting tdy!!!!!!!!!yay!!!!!!! shall post abt it tmr!!!!!!! not all the pix in yet. i feel good! and best is cupid is coming back tmr! haha!!!!finally....

SGB 09 day 1

Tired! after 1 whole day of sbg...but it was coolcoolcool! clt darius still rmb me! haha, (becoming more famous in the bb). and tdy i gained another achivement, i managed to promote Have A Heart, Share A gift. haha, idk how i thik up of this things to say. ++ the delivery was nice, i get gd food and gd treatment and gd people! hahaha!!!! guess my name shall be spread far and wide thruout bb.

Woots!!! tdy added lots of charles stitch wong to blog. charles ftw!!! didnt know got many tag in my tag board. and got to talk to cupid tdy hahas!! and i'm gonna get smthing from japan...yay!

its only 2 days and its freaking lonely without you. i look back and realise how much you blended into my life. shall think of fun outings till you come back.=)

YESYESYES!!! got to talked to cupid wong from tokyo just now!!! haha! msn is so convenient now days. I tot i wont get to see her for 10 days.....

Sians no promo for fun camp. stupid camp. lol, nvm tt wont bring me down bah. All i need is frens and laughter. went to seoul garden for lunch tdy. got one hot girl sitting beside me and apparently she was yi leong fren. dan they all make fun of him. hahas...he was like so......chiong alot of beef with my brother wong. beef bros.=) dan took the egg and pour on the hot plate. everybody say want to vomit but my bro somehow liked my creation. LOL dan i mix my ice cream flavours and he oso liked it. cos we got fate. haha.dan wanted 2 watch movie but got no more movie to watch. dan walkwalkwalk talktalktalk and we decided to play pool at safra(not sure if correct spelling). very shiokshiok. had fun time with dhineash, texas blackie! he rocks man.....shall go out with him till 17dec.

only sad thing tdy is cupid leaving for japan le.=( 10days man! + she sleep so long tdy dan cannot say goodbye. stupid girl! shall miss my cupid when she leaves at midnight...

Platoon outing

Tdy is very slack. and very fun. i mean real fun. woke up at 10dan faster bathe and chiong to smb mrt. went to watch new moon with everyone in platoon except yileong. ya, i was going to bring someone watch it. nvm, everyone didnt like it cos they all no like romance, they all want action!!!lol. I find it kinda disturbing actually. The poor werewolf guy didnt get to kiss her at all. so sad=( somemore the edward boyboy left her, not she left him sia. after tt went to jurong east swimming complex....freaking awesome there. theslides the tsunami waves the lazy pool. LOL, i made alot noise and slap jookoon backside when he capsize. hahas....
aftertt had dinner at kfc, sit with hengkai dan he say why i so small want fall in love. =_=". didnt know how to answer tt, dan he elaborated on my behaviour change.well it was rerally a fun day. wont forget it!!! ++++++ tmr got FUN CAMP!!! haha! meeting the surprise at bishan. Went to have more dinner at an exp italian restruant. 1 dish $20++ so siao! lol, parents brought me there so i eateateat lo...=)

Am i even in love? tts the question tt nvr fails to leave my mind....

=(Ytd charles stitch wong was given the red card... so sad to see him go sia........He sing so well + so talented. rely miss him alot.......nevertheless, he's still my 1 true s'pore idol.....

SGB

Super tired liaoliaoliao. whole day of sgb tdy for volenteering....damn freaking sians.......slept in the rm so long somemore. went with elvis, marcus and mark. but ya, i complained alot and made life difficult fdor the FAAs tdy. lol, cos i volenteer mahs.=) and andand.....it was so nice when cupid came all the way to the HQ(thiong Bahru) to pick me up. YEA! ttwas the best part, cos they were going to get to work dan i get to leave le. hahas! took circle line back with her dan her hm.

WeirdWeird Day( tdy got called suai twice!) am i rely suai? yipee!!!!!

Tdy was freaking siao. no, is tonight. LOL, initially going out with cupid to bugis for movies. but she fail her amaths test so stay back to 7+. dan had dinner tgt at novena sq at pasta mania. realise so many things going around while i was having fun these few days. dan waited for her while she had her ppr marked. lol, it was damn funny there. dan 2 tall guys came down and talked to me. i rmb the 1st thing he said to me, are you waiting for isabel? LOL, i was freaking scared there, i tot he going to scold me. dan he expain her mom call and blahblahblah. shit, so couldnt go to bugis with her le. crazy xperience there....

dan all a sudden i turn into shoppingmood. went bugis alone buy bermudas, new bag, new belt, new vest. hahas!!! woots!!!! andandand SGB tmr yo! watch out for SGT Clement Wong! your no1. leader. hahaha!

Sians....cannot upload the vid!!!=(
anyway new chris brown and jay sean songs yea!

Woohoo!!!! BraveHeart BraveHeart BraveHeart!!! woots!!!! ldc2 rocksrocksrocks!!! BEST camp i've been too, best grps of boys too!!!! fking good mans!!!!!! it was a blast........
1st day
woke up late actually dan went mac pick up boys. some no hanger so i went hm bring for thewm, dan went bb/gb campsite wait. afterwards fall in in grps./...but the thing isa....we didnt know our grps. so our whole platoon went to BRAVEHEART!!!!!!!!dan when the oc marking attendance ea coy only got 2-3 ppl. 13th coy got all7. LOL!!!!!!luckily i enter brave3heart, braveheart bestest!!!!started of the day with a happy note. clapped for everyone who introduced themselves. lol, our 13coy like a gang. hahasss.....+ i manged to achieve my goal, respect from my peers in this camp.yesyesyes! woots!!!
dan splited into sqd6. same as ranran. he's a gd sqde lead. darien was CSM and even though many ppl say he not gd, i can vouch tt he is super responsible and caring for all. 1st game had to join with sqd 2, than got the 19 coy boy tot of a gd idea and straightaway i support itr. shiokman!!!!it was a damn gd idea somemore. dan he say i damn enthu and in the end i made frens with the sqd 2 boys. so fast=) after lunch became my turn do CSM. cock up at sizing commands cos very nvr do le. but it was gd cos they all say my voice damn solid. lol.2nd game became the tasnk game. woots!!! sqd 6 won!!! thx to hiding in the corner. hahas!!!!made even more frens there.....after dinner changed CSM to alpheus. not sure whether spell correct. but he was a......different csm, i would say a slackadoodle.=) lol, his style so lazyfair....damn funny.and he makes real rediculous comments.now i rmb where the braveheartbraveheartbraveheart thing came from. it was the night games when they had to come up with a cheer. dan i anyhow suggest a riot style....braveheartbraveheartbraveheart dan got the 44coy boy folo me do. lol.skipskipskiip. next day
2nd day
new CSM. DavidLim. future potential leader. very nice easygoing boy. he lead thru the games. and i have to say tt he is a gd listener, he will take all suggestions to consideration and he puts trust in ppl. wad i like was the goh drill. we got 9/10 and i felt like tt morale increased there rite after it. braveheart!!!!!!dan we sent in opur experts to do thier jobs....basha before 5mins. dan we played the master bombadier at the beach. lol 1st try 4 in. 2nd try 25 in haha!!! cos we cheated. but the rest of the team didnt know dan they think he some expert thrower. LOL, ya but i felt gd cos they trusted me to be their walking amap and they rely had faith in me.dan the resat of the coy came over to smb park and we did our actual cheer. it was damn frewaking gd!!!!!! the morale damn high there!!!and went to 1st aid and knots. and back to campsite. the games was damn gd, i felt like a real leader there trying to help the CSM.back at campsite. we had lack of materials so they gave us more. and the catapult initially cmi but aftertt it was gd!!!i managed hit twice but dan they say cannot do tt technique leh. dan in the end we lost.... but yea!!! the morale was so damn high there. even when i miss, the coy nvre boo or wadsoeva. they cheer evenlouder. + the rest of the coy all like so quiet cos we totally dominating. lol,tt was da best of all. i wont ever forget tt senario. esp my braveheart cheering partner, he cheered with me since we left the campsite. dan went back to seminar rm for debrief. the oc tot i got joke but actually no jokes the....just enthu only.end of it all....got prize presentation for best trainee. dan the officer say wrong or smthing so our coy all stun. i tot could have been last CSM or maybe the 1st one cos they showed great leadership too. somemore everybody looking at me as if i would get it. so ps....=_=''. yalah, i was best trainee for braveheartin the end. and it was damn nice they all cheer for me make me so happy.

ppl i will rmb from the camp

Darien, nvr ending encouragement from him. very mature and nice person
19coy boys. the 1 tt came up with the gd idea for crossing the water game and he keep cheering oso
44coy boy, my braveheart cheer partner
David Lim, he was quick to listen slow to speak. and he oso voleenteered himself so willingly. great potential in him.
alphues, nvr ending wacky comments. slacker CSM
jonathan, kept saying i was the best CSM amoung the 4 and non stop praises from him.
oc, great confidence in me=)
last but not least.... plt 22 boys yo!!!!!
i will always rmb this camp! BRAVEHEART 4EVER!!!!!!

Charles stitch wong top4!!!

YEA!!!! charles made it to top4. super unexpected to see faizal go hm, + the results given out so weird. nvm, at least charles stitch wong made it to top4!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!
and the song he sing so nice, so romantic.......=))))congratz to xcharles everybody!!!!!!

Tdy was great. Came sch without cupid, i tot she pon tdy. but in the end is woke up late. msged tgt in mt class, her parents dont allow her pon. and mt was fun enough. recess was kinda nice too.... and english......zw keep wanting the prince.lol! the real fun happened in chem class. sit with binli, dan they brought up the topic of dropping sci. it was rather attractive + if i drop got more fun ppl there.=) dan cupid msg say want eat lunch tgt. she want eat opp ssc initially but me no time. dan kept msging her until binli started to get bored dan wanna peek at my msg until he saw her name lo. binli is gettimg more fun ea time. super funny, dan aftersch sat at recess table with faye and eos and aj while waiting. talked abt class outing and faye wanted class camp but got sm ppl wont go de. suddenly my phone ring and eos saw who it was...=_='. so embarrasing + she dcame as sson as i picked down the phone. sao went eat lunch with cupid, yileong saw us tgt, cheryl oso saw. super ps=_='.... but it was fun! aft6er tt trained to orchard, the bb boys nvr wait dan i hadf to go hq by myself, met them there finally and went back smb with mr ken!!! hahaha!!!!!!!!! tdy was goood!!!!!!!!!
currently waiting for charles stitch wong to sing again!!!!!!! sgidol!!!! woohoo!!!!! he's gonna make the wongs proud!!!!!!!!

tdy isw so shiok!!! skipped sch cos of early morning stomach ache. dan 10 randolph and ghaf came my house do hmwrk. dan we went to the park teach ghaf how to cycle!!!! weee!!!!!another nice deed done my me again!!!!!!! its so nice to see a person who did not know how to cycle learn just like tt. gives yo a sense of achievement tt you taught him well. haha!!!its rely like a miracle!! he can turn brake all tt le!!! woohoo!!!!!!! dan we went chongpang eat lunch. they want thier nasipenyet.lol. went to jelutung, they nvr play for long. buit it was fun with them tdy. its rely opened up myself.=)

++++++++ltr might be going out to watch late night movie again!!!!!! haha!!!!!! this is goood!!!!!

tdy is funfunfun!!!!!yea!!!!!

Ytd was tiring. and scl said smthing to me tt i cant forget.
after the bb cares.... he said i was acting cute and its weird for boys like me to be acting cute. he said tt its either i have a sweetheart or i'm in love with someone. + he said his judgements are nvr wrong. this rely shocked me. i tried acting like normal but his words kept whirling in my head. no.1 i no longer have a sweetheart......so could it be.........
i seriously dont know yet. cos i could just wake up 1 day and say ya....i think i'm in love with. love is blind, it can happen anytime. waiting to see wad happens......

Tdy was also nice. cos i am super elated tt charles stitch weong got through to the top 5!!!! top 5 man!!! woots!!!! he sang insomnia ytd. so much emotion and can see he really pushing his vocals to the max. it wasnt so special cos i gopt hear him sing before but still....it was nice.... and it made me fall in love with the song again.=) was soooosooosooo worried ytd when only he and duane left. I tot duane will go through but hahahah!!!! charles survives!!!!!!! jiayous for the wongs!!! hehe....and ilham kept dancing the paparazzi move duane did ytd. LOL, damn funny. he like fatsole dancing on stage. had along meeting and yes fiunally wong. hearing charles on youtube....my favourite song....woots!!!!!

Tdy is nice....cupid wait for me at sp outside dan we slack and slack till latelate. came sch tgt and tazi asked me how come come with her.=_=" dan reply meet her on the way. vb boys were not here but it was still fun. mt was super funny with sherwin....LOL. he keep making stupid remarks.=) ++++binli!! lol, his story is the best! brother hold on to his leg=_='. english was nice too. get to admire zw's head agin!!!!! yay!!!!!! was randolph and ghafran exceptionally funny tdy. maths class get to talk to ghafran...he want come my house learn to cycle so tt we can go cyclew tgt. weee!!!!! aftersch went to eat with sherwin, tazi and yaowen dan half way meet my papa and xy!!!! they just finish.. so went eat dan go play bball with a vball. lol, had a nice time tdy.
sry cant go train with you...my dad at hm tdy so cant go out le.

waiting for s'pore idol and my favourite contestant : charles stitch wong!!!!! woohoo!!!wong!!! cant wait for him to sing... dont get eliminated....=) I love wongs!!!
and he sang my favourite song during 1 of the episodes........my favouritefavourite song.........=)

Like i said, i wont ever touch on tt again

Yes! what a great day to start of my new life with new perspective for ppl and a happier me. My family damn rox! they seem like even nicer ppl tdy or maybe its just my positive outlook. i rmb someppl on the riught telling me to shhhh in amaths class cos they werent having as much fun/=) haha! their problem, i am still going to be as happy as can be for i dont care who loveswho or whatsoever. i wont stop ppl from loving one another or touching ea other, touching doesnt seem to make me envious anymore since i started my whole life again. calling of darling.... doesnt make me feel envious too. =)anyway tt person beg me to leave her alone this time!. its none of my business anyway. I only know i love my family alot and my cupid(bestest). Best ppl in da world who pick me off me feet and brought back tt happiness to me. I will rmb not to put tt sort of ppl down anymore cos i'm a nice guy, it depends on how you see it anyway. and thus.......let them be what they want. let them do wad they want. I'm not sinking, I'm finding back tt me day by day.xp
any problems? let me know.(msg) i will solve them for you!xD

tt made me happy too!!!!

Ytd's late night cinema was.....LOL! we met up outside there dont know wad movie to choose. dan decide watch my girlfriend is an agent. at 1st i tot it was some cut rated movie. but it turned out damn funny....dan through the movie her mum keep calling her. over 3times.....after half the movie she had to leave cos the mum suspect she lie.( she tyold her mum tt she go study). actually i made the lie up for her.=), i lied to my mum too.... but it was still worth it... almost going to finish dan i had to leave too cxos afterwards no mrt hm. dan i went back smb no bus too!!! so had to sit cab. all tgt cost me $30 tt in tt hrs. LOL. wokeup feeling so damn tired.



was going to meet cupid at mrt but late tdy. luckily still on time. sat behind my papa and faye.dan faye told me abt ytd cupid mum calling her and lots of stuffs. lol, i think tt made me so happy tdy. it started of go happy tt i feel happy. went for amaths class.......and i asked reena a question......and she so diligently teach me! wah!!!! so happy!!!!!! i tot she chiongster de, but she taught me so nice and so patiently. tt made me happy too!!!!!!! went for recess......and saw binli...tt made me happy too!!!!!! cos of the bag. lol, he look abit funny with it. he kept asking me on which bag to buy. and which way to carry. hahasss........went for eng lesson....ms rita not happy with class cos we late. i felt happy so i apologize and tt made me happy tooo!!!!!!!dan saw zw with his cute^^ hairstyle!!!!!tt madfe me happy too!!!! very style!!!!
dan randoplh and ghafran trying to get the fan to work. while ms rita talking abt terrorist.... made them look like terrorist trying to plant bomb on the fan.... tt made me happy too!!!!!!! lol.couldnt stop feeling happy cos got ppl to msg. tt made me happy too!!!! and copuldnt stop admiring zw's hair. tt made me happy too!!!!!

skipped sch tdy pver smthing real stupid.lol......damn stupid............ k. maybe abit stomach ache. but ya........
cupid skipped too and so we shall be going out watch late night movie!!!!!woots!!!><

Christmas lightup!

Super tired! went for bb christmas lightup stand there so long cannot move. waste 4hrs there. but best of all is I was 0.5m from the president!!!! he walked past me!!! 1st time i see him in r.l. yea!!!! and i was timer for all boys brigade. super cool man!!!!!! haha!!!!!! merry christmas. lol.
misss my cupid. she msged me in morning dan nvr reply le. dk wad hapened. she complain there no fan no window no water. i rmb tt msg clearly.=) lol, i am super happy!!!!! I was clearified. all i have to thank is ken li shi quan! mr ken talked sense into me. I will keep the sentence in my head. Dont look back and feel tt your life is wasted. It somehow impacted me so much... rely much....smthing no else could do. and for tt, i shall start a new outlook on everyone not in my family starting frm tmr. and I dead serious abt it....... i'm going to feel tt everybody is normal. except for my family(and cupid). they are all nice already.
really left a big impact on me. he said: ' I'm the classic example of what you shouldnt follow." so humble......=)
I will follow whats right and put back my life on track. starting from tmr, everyone gets a new start. unless they find their life is much better off........=))))))
missses cupid........1more day!!!


"Here In Your Arms"
I like where we are,
When we drive, in your car
I like where we are....
HereCause our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch here
Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms
I like where you sleep,
When you sleep, next to me.
I like where you sleep... here
Our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch here
Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms
Our lips, can touchOur lips, can touch...here
You are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms
You are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's hello I miss you,
I miss youI fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your armsHere in your arms.
Here in your arms.


favourite song of the day!=)

YES mdm! you got my word!

K. i shall not. I will not ever. clement knows wads right for himself. i was touched by an angel tt enlightened me. no i was touched by a cupid tt stood by me. go on.....
now everyone will know the thruth. The fact tt was right from the start. refer back to it......... LOL..........

Tdy was fun although someone went away. all the way to batam. nvr 3days....but she hasnt reply in 4hrs. i think no connection le but its ok.... went eat at admiralty as said. binli said the prata there very nice. and say it is sq shape. but turn out of soggy and it was round! lol. xy say the prata man 3days nvr wash hands. dan went binli house play. started with dota dan naruto and vicecity. lol, play bball too....1hr dan went back binli house. freaking fun and memorable.......=) msged cupid from early morning to 3+ went the cionnection seemed to cut off. poor thing she dont like it there. + idk when she going to reply. hahas....decided not to read some blog le, its a wast of time and feelings. shes his...i rmb tt very clearly ytd. you can go dream abt whosoever bah. nvm, i still have ppl to count on, they would follow with me everywhere, eat with me do things with me. like a family! and another wong(cupid)=) i thank god for these ppl who stand by me....moving on...... miss my cupid.....


yay!!!! replied le!!!! haha!!!! going to msging mode!!!!!

Tdy sch was not so good but at least aftersch was still nice.walk to sch with my cupid....she nvr come sch ytd.... very hard to learn tdy, there was a couple in front of me flirting and touchytouchy. lol,(touchytouchy). very distracting....get a room or smthing. well at least i had quite alot fun aftersch, it was nice punching ur bf face but i knew it was wrong so i stop. hahas.....way superior in fighting. dan wait for sherwin for damn long until rain. + nvr eat lunch. nvm, at least ghafran lend me his dow. super fun......tts right always lok on the bright side of life. dont have to feel envious abt flirty ppl. hahas..........but it was seriously very distracting.touch here touch there.....like some movie r21 show. LOL.
tmr will be much better.... no volleyball so we eating somewhere else dan go play bball. tts much better.....

tssk...doctor....go ask him check his head. i left punches there. ask binli if you want know the details....
fighting????you dont know wad i'm capable of....just because ur bf is an ahbeng doesnt mean i'm inferior in tt aspect.=)


tdy is ultimate sadness...... just found out my cupid going batam tmr.=(((((( super sad abt it....3days leh....='(. master would misss his cupid supersuper much. feel so empty...
eh!!!! there got connection...woots!!!!!i want alotalot of gumgum gum!!!!! hehe!!!

Yay! tdy is a great day. poor cupid woke up dan sick le. so nobody walk to sch with me tdy. =(. nvm, tdy and ytd damn nice. ytd aftersch was damn gd. get to eat with bh and sherwin at np. dan bh so cute... he drink my mango yakult abit dan he go buy a cup oso. lol....aftertt went play with papa and xy volleyball and bball. and xy taught me smthing new....... xing li chang dao!!! so cool!!!!!!!! had my pic taken with his broken ball too. lol, i look so funny in tt.
tdy oso gd. even though no cupid i got to have fuin with my family. but abit sad they seperate with me for english lesson. all the volleyballs went to mr patrick. but aleast got cupid to msg. very lonely lor, and zw was damn funny too. he so excited to participate. aftersch went eat with sherwin, huizhu, binli and some e2 boys....left and saw my korkor....woot!1 got to play pes09 again. after like soooo long.
cant wait for cupid to be back tmr..........

yesyesyes!!!!woot!!!! no more buggers......finally found a way through......yea!!!!!! gd!!!=) no need see my name popping out all over the place le. hehe. no time to post my sat pix. shall be going out more often.........dont look back carry on with ur so called bf thing.=_=' its lame....
shall be going to sch with tmr.=) peace out!

waitwait......theres oso smthing installed for the holis. smthing tt will blow everyone away!!!!

Cycling trip

Went out cycling with cupid tdy. She seem so eager to go out tdy. lol, pumped up both my bikes and fixed the bicycle seats. lol, dan had a big lecture from my dad, she came and called my house phone. lol, super scared sia. cycled to bottle tree village dan to northland secondary dan to northpoint dan to chongpang dan to selataris dan to crosscountry road dan to aj mart dan to smb mrt dan to smb shipyard dan to new direction dan to king/queen's avenue dan back hm. lol. more dan 15km. very shiok but forgot take picture tdy. hahas......rely interesting.......enjoyed myself alot tdy. =)

Haha. I'm not some idiot who doesnt enjoy sports. tdy gotmore ppl playing handball wor! woke up 5+ in the morning cos too excited abt handball. I told the keepers wear face mask ytd they nvr listen. dan accidentally ram fird face twice tdy.lol. we win too easily le. green house 9-4.lol, acap not bad. he saved 1 of my shots. but the rest......back of the net. boom power. at 1st 4-0.dan 4-3 so i change le, dan we kept scoring aftertt. top scorer lehs...dan it was against red house...tssk they add in more ppl cos last time lost. ha!!! tts when i threw the ball at his face(not intentional). lol. in the end 8-7. haha. after tt everyone congrajulate me.top scorer.xD. nice teamwork with ran too bah. and got the do the boom cheer! haha!!!! loved tt the most!dan it was red against green, the red sooo confident abt winning green but in the end lost...=_=' lol.acap damn pro, he keep saving their shots. dan everybody in red blame ea other.(no teamwork).not the house tt i like anyway. I liked the red handball team but some ppl in the red, so dispicable bah. yucks for them. talked to abirah(she oso red, but not i no hate her) during the match. she super funny...hahas....had nice time pushing her head.
acap keeep saying my shot power damn great. actually its just my anger. tdy actually not tt strong cos i was happy.=) when i gt real angry dan my power starts to kick in. tssk..... nvm, i dont want elaborate on it. was not happy abt my medal so i threw it away. I scored the most goals for my team yet i got the leftovers. was feeling real fuck up. next time i dont play for them dan they know. at least these year got medal from cross country le. and its not abt the medals, its abt the contribution and impact you leave behind.
after sch eat mac again with my family. my papa lost the ppr.=(. dan we went play bball. dan the girls came join again but tdy they nvr play. very weird. something is real interesting...cant wait to see what happens.......

ytd was extremely,extremely,extremely. funfunfun!!! start of the day was boring but yea, it gradually became fun at the end. wanted to play soccer with ilham after sch. dan my whole family want go eat mac so folo lo. + i wanted to win the monopoly thingy mah. like sooo fun to play like tt. went to mac with papa, xy binli, yongen and yingling initialy. dan sherwin and tazi came too. so no space to sit. went buy my meal cos couldnt wait to see wad house i get. dan come back badbad yingling took my sit. so i sandwich her between my papa and I. lol, dan she stick the monopoly sticker on my hand.badbad! lol, dan i stick on her head. freaking funny lahs....lol. + she dont want sit in front of binli even though got space. lol. yngen oso damn funny, she keep throwing fries at my papa. make me so scared. the whole mac thingy was damn fun.xD damndamn nice to hang out with them. ltr we all went play bball. couldnt stop scoring at the start when i want to put down my belongings. another funny moment. + the girls made it damn funny. yongen keeep on betraying me and xy. she keep on pass to the other team but ironically she score the most for us. =). lol couldnt get ytd's events out of my mind.

tdy was oso fun. the engineering not so lah. i slept in the course bt marketing was damn fun. bh keeep swearing at blcos he hate bl. lol. dan he make fun of me=_='. lol, alotfun to sit with him just now. the handball was a great way to release my anger. lol. tmr!!!!! woots!!!!!! booms!!! lol. aftersch couldnt go eat with them. stayed in sch with jookoon. okok bah. dan we doing drill zw keeep on disturb and make jokes.badbadboy!!! lol, his actions oso damn funny. great time!!! byes....watch out for tmr's handball!!!!! booms!!!!!
attention to all keepers: wear a mask.

Havent been blogging cos com abit spoiledspoiled again. I left you alone wad, wasnt tt wad you wanted. and a 1 whole week i rmbe not blogging any bad things, i just blogged abt my life. but someppl had to say mean things like ''please dont cry when you finally realise how much people around you are putting in their greatest efforts to love you and be there for you. all you did was repel, reflect, pushed everything away.'' like wtf did i even say abt you tt past whole week? and the next post became,''xxxxxx, i love you. and i kinda miss you right now. ))))));'' so wth do you want? isnt it just nice tt i dont interfere with any thing or wad? at least everybody is safe this way. and i'm happy tt i have no more approaches telling me not to say mean things to you anymore cos i dont have to talk to you.

going church tmr.....not sure whether lighthouse or new creation. going to it fair....so maybe new creation bah.

Its just tt, hmmm.....i saw the sharing of earpiece again tdy. and i finally rmb tt its a replica of last year. and ohwell, just disgusted with the whole thing already. maybe you should've tot of ur actions b4 doing them. you're fine by urself anyway. everything is over le bah life goes on.....on to a holiday of fun.

OMG!!!!! charles 'stitch' wong was the bestbestbest man!!!! he sang fall for you soooo freaking nice!!!! was seyh!!!! i stunned!!! i tot was the real band playing but it was a wong singing!!! omg!!! best song i heard him sing so far.

interclass(floorball) : failure=(

No1. i hate losing. no2. why did i lose in my expert game? no3.we won but thescore was wronged. bleh. not happy abt not getting 1st. not happy abt the 0 thingy. not happy abt being not happy cos i'm natural happy. the only thing i happy abt is it doesnt matter. I saw sharing of earpiece again tdy andandand haha! i felt no jealousy at all. 0! cos i was playing my floorball sigh.... why didnt we win. thx for the stick tt ppl lend me.and at least i get to lead the class with my BOOOM! cheer!(hope to do it again tmr) hehe! but yeah, it didnt seem to matter at all. i couldnt feel any jealousy, I was like hmmm... wait let me think..... shake heads and yeah!!!!! back to floorball. i wanna go out le. super sians.........i think tt jealousy wont ever come back le. and ya!!!! i saw somebody going to somebody voideck and ya! haha! it didnt seem much either. forgiveness was pushed out of my want to do thing list already it seems tt i feel too disgusted abt everything and when i look back. i'll be a fool to go back. at least i dont endanger anyone now. I feel much better being this way. being me...myself, entertaining ppl around me, leading cheers, having TEAMWORK! unlike some ppl who go hm so fast.lol. i seriously have my reasons for doing some things almost everyone wont see why but yes. I feel its going to be much better this way!!!! cheers yol!!!!!!!!!ohya.happy b'day to ilham.

Shit! realise my new song was on another blog=_='. omg!!!!change le. safe man. lol. Ytd bought alot drifit outfits. lazy to take pics of them dan tdy bought new shoes. shiokshiok man all branded lehs!=) Dont want go sch tmr. so sians....yay! msn back le!!!!finally!

and whats ur fking prob? ppl nvrcall u name and bitch already rite? Wad did i do to offend you? you crazy or wad? 1st i nvr even cheat. I still rmb the formula. you so smart dan why need to dig into other ppl business? and 2nd wad has got to do with you?it has nothing to do with you. I nvr even call you names or whatever why always must blog abt me? I also nvr blog abt how bad you are anymore or wad? you got prob with me come fite lah! idk wads the prob with you,I dont call you flirt, I dont owe you anything. I nvr take anything away from you. I nvr even communicate with you and i not even related to you. Does it even matter on who i msg or whether or not i msg you? wheres the human rights? I have a life leh, i choose on what i want to do. not follow what ppl tell me. whats wrong with not msging you? wad on earth do you have against me?
myob....

New songs le...nothing to do with how i feel. just like it. tmr going shopping! hehe! naruto shippudden 131 out too! yea!

Trust

Woot! tdy damn happy, i idnt want to go to sch to write it but it turn out good. Mr sulaiman! You have my respect! its feel so gd when ppl trust you cos i didnt intend to cheat. I knew the formula. Nvm, my fault for not rubbing it off in the 1st place. But yea! damn good feeling. dan ltr wetn out play with pri sch frens. longlong no see lelehssss!!! hehe!

WOOHOO! kdr increased to 1.24! tts the spirit of youth!^^. Both ch exams were good + spirit of youth gave me power! staying up till 2am to rmb all factors! ruse! theres smthing big stuck in my mind now. dont know whether its a good idea. back to studying..........Rasengan!!!

Mermorising finish le. with the help of someone.=) thx for having faith in my mt.lol. so scared for tmr's ppr. and i want my sweet. tts if i pass only.=( new songs coming le. woohoo!

Mugging even harder each day. ytd slept at 2am. tdy??? no idea when will i get to sleep.......

ppl come and go. Its best to treasure them while they're there. One person left, one person came back.Its the next phase of the year. new ppl, new style. Or maybe its just old ppl, new style. idk, gotta concentrate for exams but i cant. I'll do smthing abt it. I want to enjoy holis. Thx for ppl who have got me outta my situation, its nice to live life this way. nw its not sad but not happy either. but at least theres no sadness and I enjoy being with ppl around me. and thx to sherwin for being true ans straight up with me, thx so much.xD
Dont know, whats wrong with some ppl, one moment its like so hellbent on letting go.... and the next...... not getting angry or what. but its kinda rediculous. and i wont forget tt day. i heard something tt really pissed me off. nvm, finding easy to control anger le.=) just tt, you go around saying you can do it, dan you say i'm crazy and blahblahblah but wad happend now??? why again like this??? i'm tired of this surprises.......you got back ur friend so like anymore you need back???lol?
after exams I'll change, I'll find the time to do it. Look forward to the clement coming....smiles=)

Ytd was great! aftr the study I felt so happy. and many thx for flipping my mood so fast. talking to you just makes me happy. xD idk how but it made me happy. Haha. tdy was nice even w/o cupid. she sicksick tdy dan nvr come sch:(. but it was pretty fun tdy. and it was fun playing at the back of chem class with bh. he so hyper tdy too. keep saying bugs bunny. + i felt like it didnt even matter anymore. It didnt even make me feel angry or disgusted when he went over and sat next to her. Idk why, it seems like her existence has disappeared from my life tdy. Her noise didnt seem to piss me off either. It didnt seem to occur to me to see wad she was up to, i didnt even bother to look. maybe i was just having too much fun wih bh bah, or could i have found the solution to forgetting ppl. and ilham was nice throughout tdy. partners in crime. I found how happy i can be even w/o a cupid. lets see how happy i can be tmr when she comes back. xD preparing to go out for another study session with. tmr got eng ppr so i shall help to my very best.

Alrite! feel the way you feel. carry on like tt bah I know wads rite for myslef. and fyi. I didnt say anything bad abt you during mt. i was having fun with my papa and didi. I'm damn sure i nvr mention ur name. lol. when did i even mention ur name. ahaha. wait and see, theres always tmr to bounce back into a clementhappy. and btw, if you feel so exclusive and all. dan carry on thinking this way bah, and dont feed me with those loves bullshit. its so not love. haha, disgusting. btw, i wasnt left alone there. I xy they all still talking to me mah. no sign of loneliness, haha ms 'popular'. as far as it goes, you can be whatever you like. I'm not stopping you or telling you to change and crap.. I just know I wont everever want to be near you the way you behave now. Ms popular. wait and see, you wont receive a single eye contact tmr. talk as loud as you want, its soooo you you enjoy tt attention anyway. I dont mind switching to my hp theres many more ppl out there to talk to.its a short day anyway, i fav day last week.

Good eveninng! just came back from bballing just now. my shooting is top knotch haha! 2out of 2 3pointers and at least 50% field goal. me so happy tdy. was fun msging meimei tdy. se so nice, and cupid didnt come tdy, msged her abit too. I feel in the mood for studying and i know tdy will be my last day of playing. I'm going to study hard from now till end of eoy. I just printed out the seq answetr and i shall go out ltr to do it. I will make sure i understand and make sure all my hmwrks. I wont ask somebpdy for hmwrk anymore cos i dont need tt help. haha! cant wait for ltr, i love going out and studying with ppl. its just changes the environment for me. its not so boring and i don have too see so many ppl face. + its fun to joke around while doing stuffs. hehe=) ]
and yes! i shall stick to my decision. and haha! you can do it already, so stop bothering me le. I wont ever be able to stand the current you now, its so....yucks? I prefer ppl who capture my attention with less 'dirty' methods. they help put tt smile on my face ea day.=) and they dont go around trying to sabo ppl against ea other. maybe I'm saying too harsh but its how i feel. so dont have to care abt this. its a blog anyway, i'm suppose to say wad i feel. right now i definitely dont like tt flirty side but ya, we're no longer in a r/s so do whatever you want. and i know shinobi rule no.25 - A shinobi never shows emotions. yea! wait, i do show emotions, happy ones!=)

last but not least.....its not that I dont deserve your love, I dont even want your love. haha yea. so yes, carry on your studying life. going to JC and all. I'm so not like tt, I live my life not to study so much. I live it to enjoy it every single day. peace out yo'll!

updating after the study session.......

everyday presents new problems and new fun. tdy is a mixture. bt ya, i feel stronger and i can handle itxD after sch was nice, my dribbling shall be taken to a new lvl. I am going to be explosive. must work on my shooting, its sucks alot though. tdy miss many shots. not contented with myself. but must wait till next bball again. tmr got PE! my favourite! and so not somebody elses favourite, haha, so different.

talked to my mama just now. she no so mature shiol. and so happy to be able to converse with her. hoping theres a chalet this year, dan maybe can see her again! haha, its like half a year already. miss my mama so muchie!+ i tot of many fun things to do at the chalet. many things tt ppl wont think of. haha, master of the games! do well 1st and dan I shall get all the fun in da world during holis. peace out!xD

Just came back from studying. its cool to hang out and study. talking abt lies around us. haha. cant believe some ppl do this just to make ppl hate each other. done my ch already. shall be completing my maths tys soon. Hope to see you tmr.xD

I have.......
decided not to unblock for a very long time. since ppl think i'm using you, i shall not unblock anymore. its not like you nid me anyway, I'm not worth it. lol, you wrote tt on ur blog + you have already gotten opver mexD. every thing i do is bad. so might as well dont even communitcate anymore bah. my life is good already. get this clear ppl...... I am not using her or wad hor! I shall not communitcate with her anymore. and you all read her blog already, she got over me. its my loss. XD lol. so if she sad dan not my prob hor. I will not disturb her or wad hor. so stop getting the impression tt i am all so bad. Its not like I treat you guys badly, why do you'll get angry at me when i have done u guys no wrong. Isnt it absurd to get pissed at me over her? Its just tt I have a decision to make and i'm choosing it this way. I know wads best for me and my academics. I cant keep dwelling on the past. I know tt its good for me.

CANDID CAMERA presents : my father

Stayed at hm yhe entire day. just rmbed i had to post smthing. and yes....it was wed bball. my papa got injured by yannyang. lol. they knock ea other head but yannyang not injured while papa got blue black.hehe.enjoy.

Yes! yes!yes!!!! tdy is so fun, so nice! and i cant help being more happy.xD
every lesson was fun and BOMBASTIC! and cld was extremely nice! eoy holis got chalet!!! woot!!!!! traditional midnight cola!!!!! BOOM! haha!!! I will make sure its a fun one and the only difference is i will have fun with other ppl. Cant wait for it. BBall oso fun man. ICE! lol. tmr will be more BOMBASTIC!haha!

Sry to cupid for not peiing you go hm. I was going eat with them dan play bball. so manymany srys for not treating you well as a master. lol.

Yes!yes!yes! tdy is fun sitting with my neighbour. HUIZHU! haha! friend of the day, we helped ea other in eng class tdy and completed our proposal. hehe, i love mine. and had alot of help along the way from many other ppl. tdy was funfunfun! shiokshiok. cant wait for tmr's fun awaiting me.

now tt everythings alright. I can do whatever i want to. i feel free and easy. Nothing i do will concern others,haha! feel like going out tmr too....

Wong family night out. LOL!

HAHA!!!!! super happiness tdy!!!!!!!!! mornin had bb meeting. dan after tt i went play ca. wootwoot! my quick snipe got my many clans who wanted me in. dan ltr my family member call me for study. I came late....by 30minutes!!!!!!!! we went to yishun library. there sooo smelly!! smell like cat shit. dan we cant focus. keep laughingand laughing. dan she want eat dinner. and i decided we watch aliens in the attic. we abit short of cash. but in the end still went amk hub watch. haha!!!! IN the end nvr eat dinner cos the movie start so perfect. my family member damn funny lah, she keep laughing in the movie. OF course it was funny lah. damn nice to watch.and i got extra coke cos they deliver my food late. LOL. tdy rocks soooo much. the movie soo rocks too. but my family member rocks the most!!! hehe. dont know whether tmr want go church....so happy, so tired.

YES! super happy tdy! just have hapiness over me. probably cos i got the ans for amaths.hehe. dan super lo! dan maths class oso very fun to ask binli choose yingling. haha.. everybody urging him to do tt, dan i join in.lol. recess time my cupid so eager to get her ic. dan run like pri sch kid.hahas. dan she ask me pei her, half way saw so we go different direction. chem class oso veryvery fun, get to play with binli and yah, it was somehow very fun! and the best is tdy like so short. so good!!! yea!!!!

Com going to be sold away...=(. Hmm...dejavu happened again so i guess its time for me to move on again.

14sept is not a good day. Its a day of disappointment. Kinda pissed off so went play bball to relieve stress. got problem liao so must fix fast and i saw smthing tt somebody might not like. no somebody will not like. its really sad for tt person lah. Alot bad things happened tdy. except for the fact tt i scored a 3pointer in the game. and i won yannyang in bullet so he must do 50pushups for me. LOL. hope the tension dies down tmr. I want to see ppl bright and happy for school.
It is concluded tt the 14 of sept sux.....

No more holis lo, so jialat. I havent complete my hmwrk. Ytd so busy until cannot online, looking 4ward to tmr. happiness awaits me and my laughter. prepare to learn!!!!! tdy saw cupid in church, shw pop out her head from the front row like a bunny. lol. clementwong needs to faster complete his homework!!!!!!!

tdy last day of AEM. many ppl no come but it was still ok. Mr sim was very super nice and patient tdy. so tried le, tmr still got events. anyone want do hmwrk tgt?msg me....

Woot!!!!!!!!!!! Tdy rocksrocksrocks!!!!!!!LOLLOLOLLOL! manymanymsnythings happened tdy. and lunch great cos the more we waited, the more fun it became. wah ha, alot things to say but dont know how to say. Felt pity but on the other hand I feel that she deserved it for the pain she put me through. (even though it was not me who said isabel came) It just that the actions she displayed each time, its so wtf man.....=_=' after seeing through everything I wouldnt even wanna befriend her. Like I dont need the extra problem now that my life is sooo fun. Its everyday i see the actions and get disgusted by it. Haha,luckily I got the best cupid in da WORLD!!!!!! So rocks man!!!!!!!hehe!!!!! did fun thing with ghaf after aem dan we broke fast tgt. Yipee!!!!!!!whatever happens.....whatever she does.....I shall get used to the attitude for I dont need her. Clement wong has found a new way to live his life and its without the past. THis few days r nice....I solved ran's prob, cupid rocks so much and got to spend time with ghaf.... let her go with them, let her do anything with other boys, i shall not get upset over it for i have better ppl around me. Ppl who actually care abt how i feel.

090909

hihihi!!!! tdy is the 090909.how cool eh? tmr shall be nice! going to have many fun things happening. material science sux, i have to face blahblahblah everyday. so awful but tmr cupid shall be coming and i will be happy. there will be sweets for me. yipee!!!

tdy got no cupid pei me in sch, but had fun even without a cupid. english lesson was fun with ilham, we laughed too much though, mt i had to msg the whole lesson cos damn boooring.....chem was great tooo!!!!! i caught sp doing smthing fishy, lol. and he kept on denying it. lol. his reaction very damn funny but i swear i saw it. dan got early release cos must prepare for maths olympiad. pyr was looking lonely and down so went over to cheer her up. she say her results not good but actually okok mah. dan aftertt went play bball outside sch until it started raining. cupid invited me go out on sept holis, cant wait. cos holis r sooooooooooooooo booring. at least she'll be coming tmr.=)

Now its like i'm no longer close to my friends from sec2, the only person left to count on is my dj. he's super understanding. the rest have been gone or left already. esp blablah lah, dont know whats going on, dont care either, if dont like the new me dan leave lor, so wtf man, the attitude towards me so cold le. You're not tt indispensible, i tot could count on you but i cant. luckily still got my cupid, shes so loyal and funny, esp in eng class just now, she surprised tt got---talked to her. lol. and her bf case even more funny,spend one whole day out but still cant break. damn happy abt aces day oso, tt day i no time to post, I got 5th. shiokshiok siol, was s.determined to get my medal cos i wanted to prove some overconfident ppl wrong and had to get back my no.1 place for running in class. wanted to stop alot of times but smthing in me kept me from doing tt, I wanted it sooo badly. my leg still pain uptil now but its all worth it. So pissed at ppl who i count on, ppl who i tot understood me most. I hope the camp will revive everything. andandand dont say i'm heartless....I've been thinking tdy, and maybe i shall gib it a try, idk, maybe not, I'm trying to look at everything from a positive aspect. Thank my latest song for making me feel this way, its so.............imight seem more immature in sch now but trust me take me back to east coast or smwhere quiet, i'll show you'all the matured part yea.=)
havent decide where to go for 1 week holis, anyone want go shopping?

28/08/09 my 200th post is a happy post!

Tdy i went out with this and tt. I nvr mention names to avoid suspiscion and so on... they are so fun to be with. both happy little creatures just like me. to start off the day, i felt so happy in sch after doing badly in my emaths formula test. i got 16, this got 14, that got 12. lol we rock! the rest of the day was funfunfun.dan aftersch i went out with them, and another thing made me soooooooooooooooooooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i missed my 882 bus and the smoker in front of me who was wearing a formal clothing hailed a taxi and offered me a ride. I was sooooooooooo grateful and happy at this kind act.=) he payed for the fare of course. dan i met with them, we go do alot boring things dan in the end decided to watch movie. the movie havent even start my popcorn half gone lo.=) watch half way the popcorn no more dan she so funny, she go smell the popcorn. so stupid! lol, dan we play with the popcorn container and the person next to us very angry. lol. go hm oso okok. soooooo happy!!!! tdy!!!!! my lucky day!!!! woot!!!!

Disgusted. the only thing i can say and i ccant help feeling this way, just disgusted at how ppl go around handling things. maybe i'm just trying to vent out all my anger in this blog but tts wad i use it for. want read: ur prob, dont want read: dan dont. wth man, Its just so hard to control anger. everytime i think back on how stupid i am, I cant help bt feel angry. its really rediculous of me, so stupid just wanting to be treated like a normal friend, now i wish for nothig at all, I feel so disgusted. woot, wish to have closer friend who have same probs as me. but looking back, I oso see ppl who really helped me outta the nonscense i was going through...ppl who contributed in different ways. I shall decide not to go back to getting the same feeling again. I will face the future wholehearted and face the truth abt some things the way they are. I'll probably feel hurt more in the future but i'm hoping for a listening ear dan. byesbbyesbyes.

Yay! blogger back to normal again. Tdy is alright, these few days are alright, nobody to climb all over me and ya. Now i dont seem so bad hor.=) I'm just like any other person who wants to have fun.and idk why some ppl would even respect a pervert who copies his test while the rest of us have to study so hard. yucks man, its so disgusting and all. I dont like complicated things...its so hard to figure out. I want things simple and easy just how the way things are now.

Cant decribe my disappointment. I'm not inhuman, i have feelings too. nvm, at least I'm being left alone for now.

Yay! congratz...must be agood thing. so i got my life you got yours no moresadness. woot! now you go ur way of life i go mine. total difference, I chiong going out while you're most of the time stuck up at hm...oooh......find a guy a meets ur needs. haha, goodluck and byes.....:)


Heard this song during thurs after sch when i was playing bball with the 3A boys. It caught my attention. I stunned there for 30seconds. I will find the mystery girl during teachers day bah. At first i ask Oaper jr who sang it. she dk at all. but i found the title of the song le. Michelle Branch-All you wanted.

Back. hmm...not as fun as before but i'll still scrape through. Tdy is 18!!! woohoo congrats to the love birds! Had much fun in sch tdy. idk rely know wad to post abt cos nothing much imacts me this few days...its kinda booooooring.................

199th post. tdy was super busy. dont wanna elaborate on the mroning de. we lost badly basically.

very long i havent break le. I always put on a happy front but i've reached my limit. I gotta make things clear, i cant always be the one keeping in all the hurt. isabel pt was fun without all the drama and all. I havin severe migrain now cos of tt.so wtf man, aiya, like just admit it. we wanna go our seperate ways. I'm tired of being view as the bad guy. you wanted to end all mah, now cant i have my life back??????????fuckfuckfuck. you like to be around boys i let you mah. when u were msging cs i nvr ignore him mah. why cant i even msg her. and last time you say they were bad company now who's the one going hm with them and smiling.......fuck. I now let you go out with anyone you want le mah, why cant i get a simple life? going crazy over this lor, i want no more of the lousy past i just want a new life with new ppl in it. you can stick to all the boys you want for all i care. I nvr even anyhow suspect you like ppl le, you always sit with bh i nvr suspect. You talk to cs, i nvr suspect. You laugh with sp, i nvr suspect. You like to hit xy, i nvr suspect. Asmuch as i miss those moments tgt, i dread going back to the wasted life. I'm so used to it already, its almost everyday tt i have to face this. if carry on this shit, i think i can go mental soon. and i mean it.

sux man. I feel so..................forget it, not worth talking abt. i'll find someone else to ...

lonely, the angel flew away ytd nite so tdy no human to msg me. so i shall address the crappy situation, I hate when ppl say this and do that. its so bloody nonscence. I hate it, I find this so ridiculous, like cut the act please, want happy go ahead happy.... dont need say this and that when you actually enjoying urself. i'm not a need, i'm just a want. like i find it real bullshit, i am no longer fooled by ur blog. I might seem like a sadist here but come on. you post abt being so lonely and blahblahblah. where got sia, u in chem class tdy so happy.and ur excuse wont work cos either way, u were happy so cant blame me for not making you sad or wad. I'm lucky tt i'm no longer giving in anymore, its my life, you let me go, dont expect to get me back.

Sorries to my cupid, I dont think i will attend bah. if not i will come for 5mins give your ur present dan i gtg. or maybe i will spend some time wit you cos i promised you tt.

wheres my human........

SIAN CANT POST PICS!!!!
Ytd went out shpping with them...woot. s.happy ytd got new bermudas new bag. haha!!!at best bargain lol. they all so angry cos mine got $8 off.lol.

woke up early cos i tot got montreal green thingy. dan i reach tt at 10.30 dont even have a single soul. so waited with xy but nobody still so i go his house play sa. dan tdy kinda pissed off cos at least i got go leh, only tt i could not find you guys. you cant scold me just becos i nvr come leh, at least i got try going lor. only i could not find you guys mah. dan u say until like i nvr try like tt. almost the whle class nvr go at all lor. i got go at least leh. forget it, got happy part le...

after tt late for shopping with them. but still went in the end, go ion orchard. so exp and so ugly. the clothes there like crap. but sherwin still bought one tt look like bl's hang ten tee. lol. dan we went bugis search for more clothes. but all i wanted was to find for my fingerless gloves. I cant find sia. after checking through 77th srt i very sad cos still dont have. I want the leather type de. so rare. so special=)
dan go to the street part, brought them to my regular shop. they buy alotalot. I bought a bermudas with xy. same design =_='. dan we enter a bag shop. haha! actually i didnt want buy bag de, dan i point to sp tt the bag looks gd. all a sudden got a guy come to me show me the bag say it was $42.LOL. i only had $34 in my wallet dan i told him it was all i have. dan he deduct all the way to $36. dan i say i only got $34. he so funny siol, he so big liao still act cute.ahahhahahaha! dan in the end he give me money buy the bag.hahahahaha! i was soooooooooooohappy! i finally gota bag tt i ownself buy de. So contented with my bag. smmore they tsy say sherwin bag($49) look so yucks.haha. poorthing

dan go hm still went out again. went out with my mum and sis to ssc eat icecream at MOF. dan go to buy groceries. go hm liao got my human msg me alot. cos i angry at my human for lying to me abt being sick.lol. dan after tt okok le, haha i become angel le. got promoted to an angel. funny! still frenfren de bah!=)

falling.....

Yea...lifes gd. its full of twist and turns but now i'm on the high side.=) going out tmr and should be confirmed bah. 1st got the thingy at the montreal green dan should be going out after tt.

ytd was greatgreatgreat. sick liao still went for bb. after tt msg msgmsg very happy. now i become angel liao.hehe. dan went for beng bday pt. play the wii so happy siol. the last game vs leonard dan at 1st i last place and he 2nd place. dan i super lucky the last lap i frm last place to 1st place lol. damn luky de. dan in the end he had to do 50 pushups.lol. + tyt and I raped elvis, tickle until die...hahas.....I happyhappy le.we oso played putting our hands into the ice cold drink.lol damn funny we tried tograb ea other hands cos very cold, worst dan ice siol.lol waiting for tmr to come.......

tdy is full of twist and turns. The start of the handball was great cos we own the green house like shit. but the end kinda sucks cos i nvr go up get medal. lol. i tot not enough dan everybody around me all look at me cos i played all 3 games for blue house. and we won!!!711 points man! the toughest handball fight was against yellow house and we were lucky to escape with a draw. the red house full of motherfuckers. they keep saying i foul here foul there. dan i shoot the ball and zw in the goal post oso not counted. like wtf man, so absurd. lol, but in a fun way lah, mr chong lor. walao, he biased. but yea i managed to keep my team of boys and girls tgt.our handball team most united siol.
dan the 2nd part not very nice, we suppose to go out dan in the end some1 slept too long so in the end nvr go out dan in the end quarrel. but dan ok liao, now not sure whether tmr going out.

sian.......

Yay! going out tmr! woot!so long nvr go out liao. so happy! but not sure whether able to make it tmr. my temperature still 38++. sian, i wanna play my handball....

Had a sharingan eye ytd. I woke up and found it like tt.

So happy, the blogger fix back again.
wait, i'm not happy. tdy sucks. I dont wanna elaborate on it cos ppl will get suspicious again. actually alot things to say but i figured tt i better not say to keep away rumours............

hmmm.........maybe i will blog again on friday. It will be a fun post!NDP here i come!!!!!!!=))))

OMG! what is wrong man? I dont like her.plssssssss... clear this up ppl. I dont like her. as i fren i do lah. cos can go out alot lah but i dont like her dudes..and we dont msg everyday!!!!!!!! havent msged her in like 3days liao. + nvr go out le hor!!! seriously, how could u ppl think like tt man. when i heard of it i straight away laughed lor. its s.funny. ME+HER= NO LINK.

K. guys get this straight. i dont like her hors. frenfren only. told her just now.LOL, cant stop laughing at the fact tt u guys think i like her lors.......

I'm worried. I dont wanna get stuck in transition. I'm in between past and present. I dont wanna go back to the past yet the present doesnt seem to be working out for me. I dont want to just spend the rest of my sec3 life looking stupid and being a clown again. I wanna be a social, i wanna be close to ppl. I want more basketball.LOL. the basketball part a bit out of the topic. Life is so boring, I go hm and play on my stupid psp for hrs hoping to go out with my frens but in the end. no one want go out. sian. tmr night i would probably go for a long jog to do more self reflection. I have to grow up abit more but yet i dont wanna be so mature for its going to be so emo and all. I past the stage of a clown but yet I dont wanna act matured yet. its just not very fun to be mature. and my studies....its not doing tt well. I wanna buck up but i hate studying. I want to enjoy slacking off during my wkends.

clearing up the mess....
I have no fallen for anyone. You can choose to feel so but tts only how you feel. I just wanna be a social. I wanna have my freedom unlike being cooped up at hm like a pet. I wanna enjoy the rest of sec3 b4 moving on the sec 4 and chionging than. I want to have a close buddy to rely on all the time. which cannot be found anywhere.

I wanna understan whats its like to love and to be love. not exactly being feeling it or experiencing it but to understand it. I dont wanna take it for granted and i dont wanna make the same mistakes again. probably none of you readers know what I'm meanign now. its just a complicated section of my brain, lost in time.

Month of july

Hmm...its almost the end of the month. I've been summing up july tdy. It has been the month tt I've broken the sadness. I managed to make more frens and go outmore often. its also more happier and june has been left behind. loking forward towards my august.yay!

Tdy i aftersch go play bball, dan chatted with ouyang and sp abt the blogger thingy. They so dont know me. and we talk abt the blogger glicth and alot crap abt other ppl. Idk why i feel like this whole wk my life feels so wasted. I'm having lots of fun and all but i just feel idk lah. tdy m'sian buddy nvr msg me. sian. nvr go out since fri lo....=(.she like mia liao. Nvm, if everything goes well fri i shall go out with ghaf.yea....+ i wanna take my style to a next lvl. woot! where's my pk partner, everytime i play basketball got no one to do combo wit me and they read my eye connection slower. but sp and oy and xy still ok lah. I stare at them they know wad i wanna do liao. bl still abit slow. wait.......he dont even know how to read eye connection.lol. he stand below the rim wait for ball to hit his head.lol=)

Yea...hyper again. Tdy got no badminton so not as happy as i would be. I hate fakers and actors, no recognition neeeded. I dont really like school as well as last week so i shall turn to my malaysian buddy for help. smmore tdy when siva talked abt malaysia or smthing we looked at ea other and laughed. lol. what a sense of belonging.=) no time to blog tdy. byes.......

ppl have feelings.You dont just walk in and out of my life like its some entertainment centre. 1st you want out, and now tt i withdraw, you want in back. crazy.....
I hate being treated this way, i have a life. its not meant to be barged in like tt.btw, havent got over it yet just tt its almost over. yea....=). but i hate this fking attitude i getting. just because you want to be friends doesnt mean the other pt would accept it so soon. fed up! DONT HAVE TO READ THIS, ITS TO VENT OUT MY ANGER....abit of mood swing.

Idk why but i feel so irritated and disgusted......its so different already. Not the same. makes me just sooo irritated,nobody sees the other side of it. purely irritated with blankblankblankblankblank. hate to say this but its not what I want. where is my dreamer????

I hate liars

I like my life. No, i love my life. I get to spend time with ppl who are there for me whenever i need them. call them out, they will come... so good. they dont lie to me, they dont give me fake tales abt being out and all. and best of all is they can msg me through the night. until my hp no more money....=(. lol
but still, i find myself escaping the past. I dont want to go back and live a miserable life. I made myself cry and look like a mental patient tt 19 of april. looking back at it, i should've just forget it and move one to other ppl waiting on me. Even though smtimes its real lonely without love. at least there's friendship for me to count on. I want to be friends with eveyone. yay!!!

yay.BB

i feel so good to come back to bb after 4weeks. get to see al my frens and yea...its good!
I feel good!

I got my smile back!!!

I not here to negotiate or anything. i just want to make things clear. My friends are not a bad influence and its not cos of them tt I'm doing less work.I'm just being me. In fact, I'm doing more than what i did b4. ever since mdm vani punished me, I have been putting in effort to do my amaths and emaths hmwk. and bdoing less work?. I'm not changing, I'm just being more happy, more noisy, more like how the actual clement was all along. I know i have been not as close to ran as b4 i am still with ghaf.


as for randolph, I hope you're reading this... I lost smmore close to me already. I cant afford to lose you. Rmb our deal, not bestfriends to sec4, best friends forever....... Its not tt i dont want hang out with you anymore but almost everytime in school you with zac, zw and acap. so I dont get to talk much to you. and you know very well tt zachary hates me mah. I dont want to limit him from you tts why I hang out with them instead. rmb tt time when i come along dan he decided not to eat. and said wad he dont like to go out with bullies...and its like now you seem to dislike wad i do or how i live my life. I hope we can go jogging again like we did last year to sort out this problem happening between us. I hope this minor setback wont break our longtime standing frenship.

lastly, I know you talk to him alot aftersch tdy but i dont feel jealous or angry. I'm starting to get over it already after being down in dumps for so long.do anything you want lah. It doesnt concern me much, i dont belong to you, you dont belong to me. at least i have ppl to rely on who dont stop me frm msging to save money. who can go out with me when i nid them there. who mean what they say and dont go around lying to me. I feel so contented with my life right now.......

late post. Ytd was a fantastic day. I enjoyed myself veryveryvery much! tdy...not so much.
ytd afternoon bball was the best. it was all fused into 1. yea!!! the finger rolls where all entering.dan at night oso fun lah, reach hm late.

tdy got ilham to keep me company the whole day. lol. awaiting my tmr.



I'm worried abt smthing...Idk whether its gd or its bad but its difinitely not nice.