Cycling trip

Went out cycling with cupid tdy. She seem so eager to go out tdy. lol, pumped up both my bikes and fixed the bicycle seats. lol, dan had a big lecture from my dad, she came and called my house phone. lol, super scared sia. cycled to bottle tree village dan to northland secondary dan to northpoint dan to chongpang dan to selataris dan to crosscountry road dan to aj mart dan to smb mrt dan to smb shipyard dan to new direction dan to king/queen's avenue dan back hm. lol. more dan 15km. very shiok but forgot take picture tdy. hahas......rely interesting.......enjoyed myself alot tdy. =)

Haha. I'm not some idiot who doesnt enjoy sports. tdy gotmore ppl playing handball wor! woke up 5+ in the morning cos too excited abt handball. I told the keepers wear face mask ytd they nvr listen. dan accidentally ram fird face twice tdy.lol. we win too easily le. green house 9-4.lol, acap not bad. he saved 1 of my shots. but the rest......back of the net. boom power. at 1st 4-0.dan 4-3 so i change le, dan we kept scoring aftertt. top scorer lehs...dan it was against red house...tssk they add in more ppl cos last time lost. ha!!! tts when i threw the ball at his face(not intentional). lol. in the end 8-7. haha. after tt everyone congrajulate me.top scorer.xD. nice teamwork with ran too bah. and got the do the boom cheer! haha!!!! loved tt the most!dan it was red against green, the red sooo confident abt winning green but in the end lost...=_=' lol.acap damn pro, he keep saving their shots. dan everybody in red blame ea other.(no teamwork).not the house tt i like anyway. I liked the red handball team but some ppl in the red, so dispicable bah. yucks for them. talked to abirah(she oso red, but not i no hate her) during the match. she super funny...hahas....had nice time pushing her head.
acap keeep saying my shot power damn great. actually its just my anger. tdy actually not tt strong cos i was happy.=) when i gt real angry dan my power starts to kick in. tssk..... nvm, i dont want elaborate on it. was not happy abt my medal so i threw it away. I scored the most goals for my team yet i got the leftovers. was feeling real fuck up. next time i dont play for them dan they know. at least these year got medal from cross country le. and its not abt the medals, its abt the contribution and impact you leave behind.
after sch eat mac again with my family. my papa lost the ppr.=(. dan we went play bball. dan the girls came join again but tdy they nvr play. very weird. something is real interesting...cant wait to see what happens.......

ytd was extremely,extremely,extremely. funfunfun!!! start of the day was boring but yea, it gradually became fun at the end. wanted to play soccer with ilham after sch. dan my whole family want go eat mac so folo lo. + i wanted to win the monopoly thingy mah. like sooo fun to play like tt. went to mac with papa, xy binli, yongen and yingling initialy. dan sherwin and tazi came too. so no space to sit. went buy my meal cos couldnt wait to see wad house i get. dan come back badbad yingling took my sit. so i sandwich her between my papa and I. lol, dan she stick the monopoly sticker on my hand.badbad! lol, dan i stick on her head. freaking funny lahs....lol. + she dont want sit in front of binli even though got space. lol. yngen oso damn funny, she keep throwing fries at my papa. make me so scared. the whole mac thingy was damn fun.xD damndamn nice to hang out with them. ltr we all went play bball. couldnt stop scoring at the start when i want to put down my belongings. another funny moment. + the girls made it damn funny. yongen keeep on betraying me and xy. she keep on pass to the other team but ironically she score the most for us. =). lol couldnt get ytd's events out of my mind.

tdy was oso fun. the engineering not so lah. i slept in the course bt marketing was damn fun. bh keeep swearing at blcos he hate bl. lol. dan he make fun of me=_='. lol, alotfun to sit with him just now. the handball was a great way to release my anger. lol. tmr!!!!! woots!!!!!! booms!!! lol. aftersch couldnt go eat with them. stayed in sch with jookoon. okok bah. dan we doing drill zw keeep on disturb and make jokes.badbadboy!!! lol, his actions oso damn funny. great time!!! byes....watch out for tmr's handball!!!!! booms!!!!!
attention to all keepers: wear a mask.

Havent been blogging cos com abit spoiledspoiled again. I left you alone wad, wasnt tt wad you wanted. and a 1 whole week i rmbe not blogging any bad things, i just blogged abt my life. but someppl had to say mean things like ''please dont cry when you finally realise how much people around you are putting in their greatest efforts to love you and be there for you. all you did was repel, reflect, pushed everything away.'' like wtf did i even say abt you tt past whole week? and the next post became,''xxxxxx, i love you. and i kinda miss you right now. ))))));'' so wth do you want? isnt it just nice tt i dont interfere with any thing or wad? at least everybody is safe this way. and i'm happy tt i have no more approaches telling me not to say mean things to you anymore cos i dont have to talk to you.

going church tmr.....not sure whether lighthouse or new creation. going to it fair....so maybe new creation bah.

Its just tt, hmmm.....i saw the sharing of earpiece again tdy. and i finally rmb tt its a replica of last year. and ohwell, just disgusted with the whole thing already. maybe you should've tot of ur actions b4 doing them. you're fine by urself anyway. everything is over le bah life goes on.....on to a holiday of fun.

OMG!!!!! charles 'stitch' wong was the bestbestbest man!!!! he sang fall for you soooo freaking nice!!!! was seyh!!!! i stunned!!! i tot was the real band playing but it was a wong singing!!! omg!!! best song i heard him sing so far.

interclass(floorball) : failure=(

No1. i hate losing. no2. why did i lose in my expert game? no3.we won but thescore was wronged. bleh. not happy abt not getting 1st. not happy abt the 0 thingy. not happy abt being not happy cos i'm natural happy. the only thing i happy abt is it doesnt matter. I saw sharing of earpiece again tdy andandand haha! i felt no jealousy at all. 0! cos i was playing my floorball sigh.... why didnt we win. thx for the stick tt ppl lend me.and at least i get to lead the class with my BOOOM! cheer!(hope to do it again tmr) hehe! but yeah, it didnt seem to matter at all. i couldnt feel any jealousy, I was like hmmm... wait let me think..... shake heads and yeah!!!!! back to floorball. i wanna go out le. super sians.........i think tt jealousy wont ever come back le. and ya!!!! i saw somebody going to somebody voideck and ya! haha! it didnt seem much either. forgiveness was pushed out of my want to do thing list already it seems tt i feel too disgusted abt everything and when i look back. i'll be a fool to go back. at least i dont endanger anyone now. I feel much better being this way. being me...myself, entertaining ppl around me, leading cheers, having TEAMWORK! unlike some ppl who go hm so fast.lol. i seriously have my reasons for doing some things almost everyone wont see why but yes. I feel its going to be much better this way!!!! cheers yol!!!!!!!!!ohya.happy b'day to ilham.

Shit! realise my new song was on another blog=_='. omg!!!!change le. safe man. lol. Ytd bought alot drifit outfits. lazy to take pics of them dan tdy bought new shoes. shiokshiok man all branded lehs!=) Dont want go sch tmr. so sians....yay! msn back le!!!!finally!

and whats ur fking prob? ppl nvrcall u name and bitch already rite? Wad did i do to offend you? you crazy or wad? 1st i nvr even cheat. I still rmb the formula. you so smart dan why need to dig into other ppl business? and 2nd wad has got to do with you?it has nothing to do with you. I nvr even call you names or whatever why always must blog abt me? I also nvr blog abt how bad you are anymore or wad? you got prob with me come fite lah! idk wads the prob with you,I dont call you flirt, I dont owe you anything. I nvr take anything away from you. I nvr even communicate with you and i not even related to you. Does it even matter on who i msg or whether or not i msg you? wheres the human rights? I have a life leh, i choose on what i want to do. not follow what ppl tell me. whats wrong with not msging you? wad on earth do you have against me?
myob....

New songs le...nothing to do with how i feel. just like it. tmr going shopping! hehe! naruto shippudden 131 out too! yea!

Trust

Woot! tdy damn happy, i idnt want to go to sch to write it but it turn out good. Mr sulaiman! You have my respect! its feel so gd when ppl trust you cos i didnt intend to cheat. I knew the formula. Nvm, my fault for not rubbing it off in the 1st place. But yea! damn good feeling. dan ltr wetn out play with pri sch frens. longlong no see lelehssss!!! hehe!

WOOHOO! kdr increased to 1.24! tts the spirit of youth!^^. Both ch exams were good + spirit of youth gave me power! staying up till 2am to rmb all factors! ruse! theres smthing big stuck in my mind now. dont know whether its a good idea. back to studying..........Rasengan!!!

Mermorising finish le. with the help of someone.=) thx for having faith in my mt.lol. so scared for tmr's ppr. and i want my sweet. tts if i pass only.=( new songs coming le. woohoo!

Mugging even harder each day. ytd slept at 2am. tdy??? no idea when will i get to sleep.......

ppl come and go. Its best to treasure them while they're there. One person left, one person came back.Its the next phase of the year. new ppl, new style. Or maybe its just old ppl, new style. idk, gotta concentrate for exams but i cant. I'll do smthing abt it. I want to enjoy holis. Thx for ppl who have got me outta my situation, its nice to live life this way. nw its not sad but not happy either. but at least theres no sadness and I enjoy being with ppl around me. and thx to sherwin for being true ans straight up with me, thx so much.xD
Dont know, whats wrong with some ppl, one moment its like so hellbent on letting go.... and the next...... not getting angry or what. but its kinda rediculous. and i wont forget tt day. i heard something tt really pissed me off. nvm, finding easy to control anger le.=) just tt, you go around saying you can do it, dan you say i'm crazy and blahblahblah but wad happend now??? why again like this??? i'm tired of this surprises.......you got back ur friend so like anymore you need back???lol?
after exams I'll change, I'll find the time to do it. Look forward to the clement coming....smiles=)

Ytd was great! aftr the study I felt so happy. and many thx for flipping my mood so fast. talking to you just makes me happy. xD idk how but it made me happy. Haha. tdy was nice even w/o cupid. she sicksick tdy dan nvr come sch:(. but it was pretty fun tdy. and it was fun playing at the back of chem class with bh. he so hyper tdy too. keep saying bugs bunny. + i felt like it didnt even matter anymore. It didnt even make me feel angry or disgusted when he went over and sat next to her. Idk why, it seems like her existence has disappeared from my life tdy. Her noise didnt seem to piss me off either. It didnt seem to occur to me to see wad she was up to, i didnt even bother to look. maybe i was just having too much fun wih bh bah, or could i have found the solution to forgetting ppl. and ilham was nice throughout tdy. partners in crime. I found how happy i can be even w/o a cupid. lets see how happy i can be tmr when she comes back. xD preparing to go out for another study session with. tmr got eng ppr so i shall help to my very best.