28/08/09 my 200th post is a happy post!

Tdy i went out with this and tt. I nvr mention names to avoid suspiscion and so on... they are so fun to be with. both happy little creatures just like me. to start off the day, i felt so happy in sch after doing badly in my emaths formula test. i got 16, this got 14, that got 12. lol we rock! the rest of the day was funfunfun.dan aftersch i went out with them, and another thing made me soooooooooooooooooooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i missed my 882 bus and the smoker in front of me who was wearing a formal clothing hailed a taxi and offered me a ride. I was sooooooooooo grateful and happy at this kind act.=) he payed for the fare of course. dan i met with them, we go do alot boring things dan in the end decided to watch movie. the movie havent even start my popcorn half gone lo.=) watch half way the popcorn no more dan she so funny, she go smell the popcorn. so stupid! lol, dan we play with the popcorn container and the person next to us very angry. lol. go hm oso okok. soooooo happy!!!! tdy!!!!! my lucky day!!!! woot!!!!

Disgusted. the only thing i can say and i ccant help feeling this way, just disgusted at how ppl go around handling things. maybe i'm just trying to vent out all my anger in this blog but tts wad i use it for. want read: ur prob, dont want read: dan dont. wth man, Its just so hard to control anger. everytime i think back on how stupid i am, I cant help bt feel angry. its really rediculous of me, so stupid just wanting to be treated like a normal friend, now i wish for nothig at all, I feel so disgusted. woot, wish to have closer friend who have same probs as me. but looking back, I oso see ppl who really helped me outta the nonscense i was going through...ppl who contributed in different ways. I shall decide not to go back to getting the same feeling again. I will face the future wholehearted and face the truth abt some things the way they are. I'll probably feel hurt more in the future but i'm hoping for a listening ear dan. byesbbyesbyes.

Yay! blogger back to normal again. Tdy is alright, these few days are alright, nobody to climb all over me and ya. Now i dont seem so bad hor.=) I'm just like any other person who wants to have fun.and idk why some ppl would even respect a pervert who copies his test while the rest of us have to study so hard. yucks man, its so disgusting and all. I dont like complicated things...its so hard to figure out. I want things simple and easy just how the way things are now.

Cant decribe my disappointment. I'm not inhuman, i have feelings too. nvm, at least I'm being left alone for now.

Yay! congratz...must be agood thing. so i got my life you got yours no moresadness. woot! now you go ur way of life i go mine. total difference, I chiong going out while you're most of the time stuck up at hm...oooh......find a guy a meets ur needs. haha, goodluck and byes.....:)


Heard this song during thurs after sch when i was playing bball with the 3A boys. It caught my attention. I stunned there for 30seconds. I will find the mystery girl during teachers day bah. At first i ask Oaper jr who sang it. she dk at all. but i found the title of the song le. Michelle Branch-All you wanted.

Back. hmm...not as fun as before but i'll still scrape through. Tdy is 18!!! woohoo congrats to the love birds! Had much fun in sch tdy. idk rely know wad to post abt cos nothing much imacts me this few days...its kinda booooooring.................

199th post. tdy was super busy. dont wanna elaborate on the mroning de. we lost badly basically.

very long i havent break le. I always put on a happy front but i've reached my limit. I gotta make things clear, i cant always be the one keeping in all the hurt. isabel pt was fun without all the drama and all. I havin severe migrain now cos of tt.so wtf man, aiya, like just admit it. we wanna go our seperate ways. I'm tired of being view as the bad guy. you wanted to end all mah, now cant i have my life back??????????fuckfuckfuck. you like to be around boys i let you mah. when u were msging cs i nvr ignore him mah. why cant i even msg her. and last time you say they were bad company now who's the one going hm with them and smiling.......fuck. I now let you go out with anyone you want le mah, why cant i get a simple life? going crazy over this lor, i want no more of the lousy past i just want a new life with new ppl in it. you can stick to all the boys you want for all i care. I nvr even anyhow suspect you like ppl le, you always sit with bh i nvr suspect. You talk to cs, i nvr suspect. You laugh with sp, i nvr suspect. You like to hit xy, i nvr suspect. Asmuch as i miss those moments tgt, i dread going back to the wasted life. I'm so used to it already, its almost everyday tt i have to face this. if carry on this shit, i think i can go mental soon. and i mean it.

sux man. I feel so..................forget it, not worth talking abt. i'll find someone else to ...

lonely, the angel flew away ytd nite so tdy no human to msg me. so i shall address the crappy situation, I hate when ppl say this and do that. its so bloody nonscence. I hate it, I find this so ridiculous, like cut the act please, want happy go ahead happy.... dont need say this and that when you actually enjoying urself. i'm not a need, i'm just a want. like i find it real bullshit, i am no longer fooled by ur blog. I might seem like a sadist here but come on. you post abt being so lonely and blahblahblah. where got sia, u in chem class tdy so happy.and ur excuse wont work cos either way, u were happy so cant blame me for not making you sad or wad. I'm lucky tt i'm no longer giving in anymore, its my life, you let me go, dont expect to get me back.

Sorries to my cupid, I dont think i will attend bah. if not i will come for 5mins give your ur present dan i gtg. or maybe i will spend some time wit you cos i promised you tt.

wheres my human........

SIAN CANT POST PICS!!!!
Ytd went out shpping with them...woot. s.happy ytd got new bermudas new bag. haha!!!at best bargain lol. they all so angry cos mine got $8 off.lol.

woke up early cos i tot got montreal green thingy. dan i reach tt at 10.30 dont even have a single soul. so waited with xy but nobody still so i go his house play sa. dan tdy kinda pissed off cos at least i got go leh, only tt i could not find you guys. you cant scold me just becos i nvr come leh, at least i got try going lor. only i could not find you guys mah. dan u say until like i nvr try like tt. almost the whle class nvr go at all lor. i got go at least leh. forget it, got happy part le...

after tt late for shopping with them. but still went in the end, go ion orchard. so exp and so ugly. the clothes there like crap. but sherwin still bought one tt look like bl's hang ten tee. lol. dan we went bugis search for more clothes. but all i wanted was to find for my fingerless gloves. I cant find sia. after checking through 77th srt i very sad cos still dont have. I want the leather type de. so rare. so special=)
dan go to the street part, brought them to my regular shop. they buy alotalot. I bought a bermudas with xy. same design =_='. dan we enter a bag shop. haha! actually i didnt want buy bag de, dan i point to sp tt the bag looks gd. all a sudden got a guy come to me show me the bag say it was $42.LOL. i only had $34 in my wallet dan i told him it was all i have. dan he deduct all the way to $36. dan i say i only got $34. he so funny siol, he so big liao still act cute.ahahhahahaha! dan in the end he give me money buy the bag.hahahahaha! i was soooooooooooohappy! i finally gota bag tt i ownself buy de. So contented with my bag. smmore they tsy say sherwin bag($49) look so yucks.haha. poorthing

dan go hm still went out again. went out with my mum and sis to ssc eat icecream at MOF. dan go to buy groceries. go hm liao got my human msg me alot. cos i angry at my human for lying to me abt being sick.lol. dan after tt okok le, haha i become angel le. got promoted to an angel. funny! still frenfren de bah!=)

falling.....

Yea...lifes gd. its full of twist and turns but now i'm on the high side.=) going out tmr and should be confirmed bah. 1st got the thingy at the montreal green dan should be going out after tt.

ytd was greatgreatgreat. sick liao still went for bb. after tt msg msgmsg very happy. now i become angel liao.hehe. dan went for beng bday pt. play the wii so happy siol. the last game vs leonard dan at 1st i last place and he 2nd place. dan i super lucky the last lap i frm last place to 1st place lol. damn luky de. dan in the end he had to do 50 pushups.lol. + tyt and I raped elvis, tickle until die...hahas.....I happyhappy le.we oso played putting our hands into the ice cold drink.lol damn funny we tried tograb ea other hands cos very cold, worst dan ice siol.lol waiting for tmr to come.......

tdy is full of twist and turns. The start of the handball was great cos we own the green house like shit. but the end kinda sucks cos i nvr go up get medal. lol. i tot not enough dan everybody around me all look at me cos i played all 3 games for blue house. and we won!!!711 points man! the toughest handball fight was against yellow house and we were lucky to escape with a draw. the red house full of motherfuckers. they keep saying i foul here foul there. dan i shoot the ball and zw in the goal post oso not counted. like wtf man, so absurd. lol, but in a fun way lah, mr chong lor. walao, he biased. but yea i managed to keep my team of boys and girls tgt.our handball team most united siol.
dan the 2nd part not very nice, we suppose to go out dan in the end some1 slept too long so in the end nvr go out dan in the end quarrel. but dan ok liao, now not sure whether tmr going out.

sian.......

Yay! going out tmr! woot!so long nvr go out liao. so happy! but not sure whether able to make it tmr. my temperature still 38++. sian, i wanna play my handball....

Had a sharingan eye ytd. I woke up and found it like tt.

So happy, the blogger fix back again.
wait, i'm not happy. tdy sucks. I dont wanna elaborate on it cos ppl will get suspicious again. actually alot things to say but i figured tt i better not say to keep away rumours............

hmmm.........maybe i will blog again on friday. It will be a fun post!NDP here i come!!!!!!!=))))

OMG! what is wrong man? I dont like her.plssssssss... clear this up ppl. I dont like her. as i fren i do lah. cos can go out alot lah but i dont like her dudes..and we dont msg everyday!!!!!!!! havent msged her in like 3days liao. + nvr go out le hor!!! seriously, how could u ppl think like tt man. when i heard of it i straight away laughed lor. its s.funny. ME+HER= NO LINK.

K. guys get this straight. i dont like her hors. frenfren only. told her just now.LOL, cant stop laughing at the fact tt u guys think i like her lors.......