I tried to forget it all tdy by not going to sch.but apparently, the scenes keep coming back to haunt me. it totally disgusts me. I wish I can jump down the building or smthing to forget everything and put everything behind. I dontwant to see the day when I will get mock at for being a loser. I know its coming soon. I cant concentrate on anything, the scenes just keep coming back.I guess I would flunk my sa then.=(


Changed my songs to fit my mood this few days. Tears drip from my eyes until i got sharingan liao. Idk whether to go sch tmr.Even if i do, idk whether i can control my feelings.

The smile hasnt been revived yet.
Can anyone help me find it back?