changing for the better....

seriously going out of my mind. I dont know wad to do in this situation. its like its harder to let go actually and the pain is taking its toll on me. shit. i rely dont know wad to do. its like, why did i even go sss in the 1st place. now i end up like this and i dont ever feel like going school again.

tdy sucks. but at least i know that everything is over. she has let go. she took it off, she has finally learn to let go. there is nothing between us anymore. we have nothing to do with each other anymore. I shall try to forget everything and move on. Its time to start afresh.

This year, there has been countless problems between us. Its because we're not meant for each other. I'm sure the quiz you took showed it too. we dont get along easily and there is little happiness. we have total different behaviours and we do not have the same views. I hope you will start to ignore me and be like we were before sec 2. I dont even want to be your friend as it is painful and distracting for me. i hope you find a person tt treats you better and suits you better.

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Finally after so long ytd got to go out with poh again. Its like so long since our last year ppl went out. Actually Randolph oso coming but he last minute back out say he lazy.( I think is cos somebody nvr go lor). but still it was funfun. went to amk hub dan walkaround after tt go back smb cos poh wanted to meet with kenny and gang. so my favourite and me folo her. after tt went to fab's house dan we all go play bb at cp. come hm latelate tio scolding frm my mama. cannot go out anymore liao.

away for camp. lol. wendy missed you alot, kay? loves :D

I LOVE YOU

After reading, I realise how much I affect you. If you want me to call you at night just miss call me and I'll call you when I see it.=)Next time dont sad anymore hor. I was very worried to see you like tt. I tot you angry at me for doing something wrong to you. It makes me sad to see you in that state, you know? When I look at your sad face, I felt sad also lor. Next time when you sad plz tell me the problem, didnt you want me to be the 1st person to be there for you? I'll try my best to comfort you cos.......... I love you!and must go the camp hors...=)I wanna see you.

When you're happy, I feel happy.

When you're sad, I feel sad.

If you love me, I love you.

If you dont love me, I still love you!=)

K. I havent post for this 3 days.
so I wanna say tt achievement day was a total success!!!!!!! Anyone who did not stay back for the
FATIQUE DUTY is a complete idiot. There was tokyo drift all over the place...=) +++ I got to walk wendy home!!!! total happiness!!!
dan ytd, went out the whole day, morning play naruto. CHOJI!!!!!dan we went eat cg lunch at taste of thailand. dan go back fabian house play naruto again. dan went out play basketball. dan went back his house play singit + some other songs.lol.BAfalo back.
dan tdy oso very happy.=) super happy to be with wendy koh. I love you very much!!!

Tdy i got to walk to sch with my very special person. Even though i could not hold her hand, it was satisfying enough for me to see her. dan 1st lesson Mdm Phang very angry over small thing. and the rest of it, I cant rmb. Smmore Mr Siva sent me outside the class for not bringing my TB to class. Its so wasted lor. I usually after every Amaths class will go down take but this time i nvr take dan Ouyang still let me in. Aiya, its kinda stupid. dan in the end, i got to talk to the other bois sitting outside the class oso. smmore laugh so loud until Siva man came out.
after sch very sad. when i wanted to hold her hand, she wont let me. when i wanted to kiss her goodbye, she push me away. I was kinda sad but.......aiya, forget it.

Tdy's plan was destroyed. but nvm, I'm not so angry anymore. Its not the 1st time this had happened. I wont be surprised if it happens again next time. but still...I love wendy koh.