Each time I think abt it, anger builds up inside of me. Even until now, DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IS IT TO SLEEP WITH THE ANGER BOILING INSIDE YOU? My eyes are pain from the tears I cried ytd. My heart hasnt stop pounding furiously and my body constantly gives off the heat tt I build up in me. The ever once lovely person did all this to me and Idk why I deserve this?i ask myself. thousands of things stir up inside my mind and I am real confused and scared on wad to do next. I woke up 5times in the morning tossing and turning abt wad to do. I even dreamt abt me punching somebody and banging his face against the wall. My emotions have been spoiled. I can no longer feel happiness anymore. The clementhappy is no longer going to smile. Its so hard to carry on living like this. Its so painful. DO you know ?!DOYOU?! Do YOU?! You dont, all you tot abt was pleasing yourself with him.All you can say is sorry and youwillgoaway........sobs.typical




wad i rely need is someone to be there to comfort me.=(