No1. i hate losing. no2. why did i lose in my expert game? no3.we won but thescore was wronged. bleh. not happy abt not getting 1st. not happy abt the 0 thingy. not happy abt being not happy cos i'm natural happy. the only thing i happy abt is it doesnt matter. I saw sharing of earpiece again tdy andandand haha! i felt no jealousy at all. 0! cos i was playing my floorball sigh.... why didnt we win. thx for the stick tt ppl lend me.and at least i get to lead the class with my BOOOM! cheer!(hope to do it again tmr) hehe! but yeah, it didnt seem to matter at all. i couldnt feel any jealousy, I was like hmmm... wait let me think..... shake heads and yeah!!!!! back to floorball. i wanna go out le. super sians.........i think tt jealousy wont ever come back le. and ya!!!! i saw somebody going to somebody voideck and ya! haha! it didnt seem much either. forgiveness was pushed out of my want to do thing list already it seems tt i feel too disgusted abt everything and when i look back. i'll be a fool to go back. at least i dont endanger anyone now. I feel much better being this way. being me...myself, entertaining ppl around me, leading cheers, having TEAMWORK! unlike some ppl who go hm so fast.lol. i seriously have my reasons for doing some things almost everyone wont see why but yes. I feel its going to be much better this way!!!! cheers yol!!!!!!!!!ohya.happy b'day to ilham.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
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