Disgusted. the only thing i can say and i ccant help feeling this way, just disgusted at how ppl go around handling things. maybe i'm just trying to vent out all my anger in this blog but tts wad i use it for. want read: ur prob, dont want read: dan dont. wth man, Its just so hard to control anger. everytime i think back on how stupid i am, I cant help bt feel angry. its really rediculous of me, so stupid just wanting to be treated like a normal friend, now i wish for nothig at all, I feel so disgusted. woot, wish to have closer friend who have same probs as me. but looking back, I oso see ppl who really helped me outta the nonscense i was going through...ppl who contributed in different ways. I shall decide not to go back to getting the same feeling again. I will face the future wholehearted and face the truth abt some things the way they are. I'll probably feel hurt more in the future but i'm hoping for a listening ear dan. byesbbyesbyes.