Now its like i'm no longer close to my friends from sec2, the only person left to count on is my dj. he's super understanding. the rest have been gone or left already. esp blablah lah, dont know whats going on, dont care either, if dont like the new me dan leave lor, so wtf man, the attitude towards me so cold le. You're not tt indispensible, i tot could count on you but i cant. luckily still got my cupid, shes so loyal and funny, esp in eng class just now, she surprised tt got---talked to her. lol. and her bf case even more funny,spend one whole day out but still cant break. damn happy abt aces day oso, tt day i no time to post, I got 5th. shiokshiok siol, was s.determined to get my medal cos i wanted to prove some overconfident ppl wrong and had to get back my no.1 place for running in class. wanted to stop alot of times but smthing in me kept me from doing tt, I wanted it sooo badly. my leg still pain uptil now but its all worth it. So pissed at ppl who i count on, ppl who i tot understood me most. I hope the camp will revive everything. andandand dont say i'm heartless....I've been thinking tdy, and maybe i shall gib it a try, idk, maybe not, I'm trying to look at everything from a positive aspect. Thank my latest song for making me feel this way, its so.............imight seem more immature in sch now but trust me take me back to east coast or smwhere quiet, i'll show you'all the matured part yea.=)
havent decide where to go for 1 week holis, anyone want go shopping?