Going all bonkers...can things stop? 1stly, i fed up of ppl still joining back the relationship. Its so irritating to hear it. 2ndly, i got sm idiot who comes and disappears into thin air the next day and it would be like weeks b4 the next process starts. It has been going on for god know when and from wad i know so far. ran's a superhuman, he managed to completely watch a special sm1 go away and yet he still could do it.I cant.I probably already sent a msg tt ended everything, regreting... I'm still looking strong on the outside, esp when i tease 3... abt the TGT! but inside, i only have music to comfort me, nobody there. Its just the start of tt journey for me and things feel like a battlefield. I want a break, time to think over everything, time to look at things from a different perspective, time to do some self-reflection, time ask the 'motherly care' for answers. havent seen my mother care for months. hope to be seeing her soon. btw, 28 is still my lucky no. =)