For a change.

Theres going to be smthing i have to address to. I have to change and let go of the past. I feel so uneasy going to sch. Tdy, I managed to scrape through, happy on the outside, crying on the inside. but i manage to control it. if i was still like tt, i probably be unleash the kyuubi again. lol=) I have to let go of the past and move on....its not smthing which i can keep forever. tt .... can nvr last and I have to put studies 1st......i cant afford to get caught up in the same situation no more. i dont blame the other pt, everyone will have a crush on different ppl smtimes and its not ok, wait, i mean its ok. I wish to gorge out my eyes so tt i can nvr see and cut of my ears so i wont hear. life is unfair and i shall learn to accept it. no more missing nobody, no nonscence, no rubbish.


but i like tdy's compo. I acually kinda liked the topic even though i nvr wrote abt myself. It just felt like a fairy tale, i dream end. My dream end which i nvr had.......