I've been thinking about what happened over the month of april. Personally, I think its my worst month I gone through. And I asked myself....Wad have I done to deserve this? Its not like I didnt try, its not like I didnt bother. In fact, I tried when there was every oppoturnity, but 80% of the times, I was turned down. I feel so miserable.
I really dont know how it has ended in this situation. I feel so lost right now, like there's no one who cares about how I feel, no one who I can really depend all my trust on them. I'm all alone facing the landslide and she's not there for me.
2008...........................how i wish i could turn back the clock. I cried over and over again abt it.