Hi! I'm Mr Upset

Erm...where should I start now? K, its like I totally hate school now. I tears me apart tojust say gdbye after everyday.
I know I shouldnt be so sensitive abt all this but its like........Everyday is likea start of something and it just dies off once school ends. + i dont know wad am I too you. Are we tgt? Are we not? Am I even your close friend? Am I even Your good friend? Or am I just your ordinary friend. You say you still love me, but to tell you the truth........I feel so unloved.=(

I dont know wad to do. Everytime I see Ilham and Aj, I feel so lonely. I shouldnt force you to be like tt and I shouldnt force you to do wad I want. but this few days...whenever I try to hold ur hand, You would hold ur textbook or smthing. whenever I try to kiss you, You move away or you turn ur head. You know how much tt hurts me? And you want to know why I look so sad everytime School ends rite?its becos the momentyousay bye, everything ends in tt instance. I'll just have to wait for another day and we'll be happy again and dan you'll say bye and the same routine happens everyday. Dont you find it stupid? Having to do the same thing everyday. Do you know how much I miss you when we seperate after school. I cannot even walk you hm. Whenever I wanna walk you hm, ur mom we'll be at hm. Whenever I dont, Ur mom will not be at hm. its so perfect for me not to walk you hm.

Its so hurting most of the time. I dont know what to do. I hope I'll find an answer at cg later.