HELP ME!

Tdy is a so-so day. Many thx to ghaf and ran for making my life more merrier. the day was boring except for the pokemon catching. after sch i had fd so after fd i waited for ran. there many things i want to say but their not important.

What tts important is my relationship.
Its sucks. Its in scrambles. Its makes me want to cry.='(
I cant take it any longer. I'm trying, I'm trying my best.
It seems like you dont love me like before. You dont give a damn abt how I feel. You dont give a damn abt me.
I'm hurt, I'm heartbroken. I dont know what to do.
Everywhere I go, I think of you. Anything I do, I think of you.
When I eat, I rmb tt You love to skip meals. When I do my h/w, I think of your msgs popping out from my hp. When I sleep, I rmb tt you always say gd night to me.

Its totally different now. You dont seem to give me a chance to do anything with you. You dont care abt me anymore. I feel like dying now. You keep breaking my heart time after time.
The way you feel abt me is totally opposite from the time at the chalet.I miss holding your hand. I miss looking into your eyes. I miss those hugs. I miss the kiss. I miss those moments. No, I miss every moment when I'm with you. I love you and my heart belongs only to you. I going to die of misery soon. ='(